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09 October 2005 @ 07:46 pm
"love is like a role that we play..."  
I'm so awful.

I've never hated myself more.

I'm seriously the worst person in the world.

How could I have done this?

Oh my God oh my God oh my God.

I think there's something wrong with having a boyfriend, and yet melting when the guy you really likes pays more attention to you than anyone else.

I am awful.

And how the hell am I supposed to break up with him? I can't do that!

I'm such a stupid bitch.

I hate myself.
 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: "Ghost of a Good Thing" - Dashboard Confessional
 
 
 
FairyKissfairykiss22 on October 10th, 2005 01:18 am (UTC)
*rubs back soothingly* Please don't hate yourself. At least, please don't hurt yourself. Breaking up isn't fun (unless you seriously get pleasure out of it, idk), but it might be for the best and it seems like you really like this other guy. There's no point being with someone you don't like, or don't "melt" with, lol. You CAN break up with him if you think things aren't going how they should, you just have to believe in yourself! *realizes I sound like a motivating mother* I'll shut up now, ignore me, but just know that while you were there for me during Katrina, I'm here for you, babe. Swing by anytime, I have loads of useless advice, lol.
emily.0nehitwonder on October 10th, 2005 02:14 am (UTC)
Awww, thanks Erica. Katrina's way worse than this, so don't even put it on the same level as that. Thanks so much, though.

Yehp, the deed is done. And I still hate myself, but I have reaffirmation that things will get better, so I just have to think on that.
FairyKissfairykiss22 on October 10th, 2005 11:56 pm (UTC)
No hating. Eat chocolate. Chocolate=comfort food. XD